Can silence solve the problem?.. i dun tink so... but why does him and why muz it be him like to do dat?..

i admit i was little harsh with my words.. but it was 1am and i was juz going off to dreamland.. His msg had juz so happen trigger my anger mode..

Seriously.. its the 1st time i spoke like that to him but i still feel i'm not in the wrong..

However i'm upset.. seriously upset..

True?...

Saw in a email where there's a description for pple born in diff mth.. check out mine..

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temp! eramental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physicallyand mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judgespeople through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends.Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends Never looks forfriends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach anddieting problems. Loves to be loved.

haha.. those coloured are what i think i am.. but i love the last description.. suits me best rite?..

Finally i'm going to have my attachment tmr.. having mixed feelings.. been waiting for it but now dun feel like going to work.. coz i'm used to S.L.A.C.K.ing ard.. haha..

Results?...

i was waken up at 6am today by a sms... it was a msg with my results.. i was quite thrilled to know dat NYP has this service of sending u ur results hence saving the trouble of going online evry now n then to check whether the results is out yet..

yupz.. my results is not too bad.. a GPA (grade point average) of 3.5... 4 is a distinction.. however i was not very glad.. tot i could do better..

why are humans always not satisfied with wat they have?.. once u reach that level.. unconsciously u are aiming for a higher level and so on.. it may mean continuing to improve oneself but also may mean an undesirable greed consuming u away..

maybe becoz me being a jc student going to poly dat's making sure i better do a gd job.. sometimes i'm rather stressed out.. i've try to ignore the remarks and juz do my best.. but there's so many expectations out there.. my sponsor, my parents (cant bear to break their heart), my peers..

dun worry friends.. my stressed up days only occur once in a while.. =) it juz feel better to speak out sometimes.. n i realized dat u tend to do well if u like the subject n find it useful.. n my nursing course is not so bad as many pple make it out to be.. i have not regretted my choice.. =p

going out with peixuan, weiting, saybee, eileen, jacelyn for a dinner at marche.. haven meet them since e east coast outing.. uni pple finally finished their exams and i'm going to work next mon le.. lalala...